Been feeling v down. Sianz...

Everytime I think or talk abt it, tears just couldnt stop flowing. When will be the day that my tears will all be used up??? Heartwrenching kind of pain..no wonder my tolerance level of pain is becoming higher.

V emotionally attached to alot of things leh. It's quite ridiculous. Maybe someone will have the same kind of feelings as me?? Will u not bear to part with your teeth? I'm still ok with hair..since I'm almost always a short-hair person from young. But teeth..oh man. Better not go into it. Lolx!

Some might have noticed the change in my relationship status. At first I was quite hesitant about showing it cos I dont really wish to be bombarded with questions. Haha..but when I saw the replies on BDD's side, I felt quite happy~ Despite that the replies were more for him. A little note- we havent sign anything yet so both of us still can change our minds..hahahaha. JOKING LAR! Another little note- no proposal yet..so DONT ASK ME LIAO HAR. Hahaha..

I have a friend whom has been feeling super down in the recent months. Dont know how to help her. I think she has depression. Her father has passed away when she was young and now, her mum is gonna abandon her and her younger brother. I heard that she has been crying alot and even had suicidal thoughts!! How can?? I can never understand why a parent would want to desert the kid if the parent CHOSE to gave this kid life in the first place..maybe that's the same logic behind why people strongly discourage abortions.

I cant help thinking that love comes with pain. BGR love, family love, friendship love, etc..which kind of love will bring about the most painful feeling to you? Hmm..